Perfectly Myself!

I am so perfect in all my senses
My parents told me that
I could be the next lady Prime Minster.
If I put just 25 hours a day 
On political science and newspapers!

I am so perfect in all my senses
My teachers told me that
I am the Einstien in the making.
My formula :N=ut2s could be a hit
If I could line up the heavenly bodies 
With my under rated theory of Unreality!

I am so perfect in all my senses
My coach told me that 
He can see a Michael Jordon in me
As I warmed the corner bench,
All I have to do is grow up to few more 12 inches!!

I am so perfect in all senses
My nosey aunty told me
I could defeat Jaya Bacchan in being 
The perfect housewife.
All I have to do was to allow my husband to tread on me!

I am so perfect in all senses
My manager told me that 
I could be the CEO one day
If I could sit in the office from 
12 midnight till 12 midnight the next day

I am so perfect in all senses
I told myself that
I could be the best of Bests
If I don’t pay a heed to what 
The world says and 
Just be me!!

Maybe..but

When I turn back someday,
I will realize it happens all for good.

Maybe you were right and I was totally wrong.

Maybe it was my fault to fall for your lies.

Maybe it was my fault to fulfill your lust.

Maybe it was my fault to hide your flaws before other.

Maybe it was my fault to believe you will wed me.

Maybe it was my fault to let you leave me.

Maybe it was my fault to become an unwed mother.

Maybe it was my fault to be out casted from the society.

Maybe it was my fault to have decided to end my life.

But,

It’s not my fault that you will never be part of my child’s life.

It’s not my fault that you will never get a share of her happiness.

It’s not my fault that you will never have your surname tagged along with her name.

It’s not my fault that you will never know how warm is her smile.

It’s not my fault that you will never be hugged by her.

It’s not my fault that you will never be known as her father.

As I watch my daughter proud on the podium, welcome with salutes.

When I turn back today,
I realize it happens all for good.