Losing Streak!!

When will my sun shine?

Drugs don't work

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-snOcN-nTKw&feature=related

Sigh!!

Wish Life could have either a rewind button or a fast forward button!!

The Best Friend Tag!!

This has been a recent craze. every one is doing the best friend tag in FB to You-Tube. I was going through the questions and since my best friend is in different location, I could not make the video but i would love to answer these questions about us and her esp!!

1. How and when did you meet? : In school .We have known each other for 10 years now. Thanks to Jianni(my benchmate) and Tutu (her benchmate) Who left KV and with no other options, we paired up!!This was the starting of a wonderful journey!!
2. What's your favorite memory together? She once went to Moreh and I missed her so much. When she re-joined school , i was so happy to see her that we ran and hug each other!! 
3. Describe each other in one word. Adventurous 
4. What's your dream job? Her Dream job will be something to do with travelling
5. What's your favorite makeup brand? Amway as of now
6. What is something that annoys you about the other person? Switches her job so often
7. If you could go anywhere in the world together, where would it be and why? Anywhere as long as we are together joining
8. Favorite inside joke? We used to give the boys in our class nick-names
9. Who takes longer to get ready in the morning? Both are super-quick
10. Favorite season? for her It might be winter
11. Favorite song? not sure
12. What is it like being best friends with someone who is obsessed with YouTube? m the one obsessed with u-tube!!The question will be for her!!
13. Heels or flats? Flats
14. Pants or dresses? Pants for her/ dress for me
15. Favorite animal? Deeli he he
16. If your house was burning down, and your entire family was sure to be okay, what would you save and why? The house!!
17. Comedy, horror, or chick-flick? comedy
18. Blackberry or iPhone? BB for her (may be)
19. Favorite movie? she is not a movie freak 
20. What is something weird that you eat? no clue.
21. Do you guys have anything matching? matching kurtis!!
22. What's your favorite TV show? no clue 

Pig face: beautiful me!!

It' s drizzling outside and the climate is dead romantic , but having nothing to do in hand . I was making faces and clicking self -pics. This is my fav one. I don't like kids by default. I remember monkeying  in a crowded bus once to scare a baby ,sitting in front of me and staring at me.I did the big-eyes Glare. Having failed to make him cry, I aped. finally triumph with my pig-face look!! Hurray!! a precious memory!! 

The school-drop outs: My pets!!

7 things I lied about Myself

Firstly, I don't understand the works of Paulo Coelho. I find them really boring and pretty outdated. But just because his novels always turn out to be the best sellers. I lied about liking his work and read them to appear superior over the lesser intellectual -neighbours.

Secondly, I hate wearing Kurtas. But I buy bunch of them ,now and then, just coz I'm an Indian!!I love my  western tops and dresses!!Please people don't stare me through my clothes whenever I don those gaudy dresses. It's revealing but I love them.

Thirdly, Though I have sweared that  I will slap a hateful person if ever I come across him in future for cheating on me. But I know I too were equally wrong. I become a slave of my temper. But I stand again as the victim as the person cheats anyway whatever maybe the causes. I am totally against infidelity!

Fourthly,I am not a good  engineer. I am fooling myself here. I want to learn pottery instead!!I love CURVES!! Somewhere, I wish I could learn it quick , because I have a long way to go!!

Fifthly, I should have been wiser in using the counts-format, What will I write the next count? Sixthly or sixly? seventh one will be great and heavenly by being Sevenly ..or will it be seventhly?? Dum-dee-dum dumb dumb ME!! The default -bullets could have given me the right shots!

Last-Butt-one (he he..I like the Butt here but seriously no butting around) , I am not liking Lady Gaga now a days!! I felt she i-tunized her music these days!I'm confessing here now.. So Lady Gaga ,please sing like before!! you don't have to stripe down into your skinny latex swim wear!! we love you still with clothes! NO MORE BEEF PLZZZZZZZZZZZ!!

Lastly, I lied about the seven things.. I have zillion things I have lied about!! he he..

PS: I decided to stop blogging for sometime!! My name is Malem and I am not lying here !

PS again: I hate Delhi Belly!! Over-rated!! I hate it Like I love it!!

PS again again: Nothing!! Have a good day!!And for the rest who are sleeping "Good Night" ..and for those who are .......have a great S<beeep>X!!! Shit!! I hate Delhi Belly ..no Beeping in there!!

Back to the Womb!

I walked alone as the dawn sets,

I heard nothing but the tinkling of my anklets.

When I curled myself to sleep
Late last night, I pray and weep
Hoping tomorrow will be a better new day.
And I’ll be never again in bay!

But it’s a false console.

The morning chill air passed through my camisole!

It pricks my face, a tear drop trickling down.
Nothing matters now, I’m on my own!!
My empty existence with a dark crater
Where my past decays wide in shatter!
I stood small facing the sunlight
A bright smile beamed at the sight!
I am coming back to the womb
To rest in peace in the tomb!!

When Love Leaves!!

He gazed amaze at her illuminated face;

She reciprocated with a coquettish glance!

Blushed and embarrassed to stare at his eyes,

A shy smile that seemed to say,

"Yes!".The fingers interlocked, the lips interlocked;

The heart-beats rocked!

Life, heavenly and magical, and in its full glory!

To be treasured as blissful allegory.

Time passed with the course marred!

Blooming love withered,
He sailed west! She went east!
Never ever to meet again;
Parted with a deep pain!
But it's hard to get over;
The phantom-syndrome never to recover!
He still feels her jasmine-scented tresses,
She misses his caring caresses!
It's so hard to erase the memories;
They parted not because they hate each other;

It’s because “Love has left them”!!

Until Death parts us

Standing by the pyre,she weeps.
Nothing but the memories ,she keeps!
In a matter of flashes,
All will be burnt to ashes!
The same fire God who witness,
Their Union will see her pangs of sadness.
With not a word utter,She glances at the face;
To treasure and frame it in her heart against time-pace!
Through thick and thin,she has been his better-half ;
Now no one will be there now but herself!
The deep breath and the final goodbyes,
she tells it all by her eyes!
The shoulder to lean over ,
In time of crises, no more life-saver!
The patient ears to all the talk
Will end up with this last walk!
Everything comes to an end,
It's the nature's law that will never bend!

Salary Day

Comrades!
Mark this day RED!
The vagueness will be gone.
The sighs will be silenced.
Bygones will be the forlorn looks!,
The never-ever-erasable lines on the foreheads,
Will be ironed out!
Trust me- My fellowmen!
This happiness is short-lived,
But party when the pocket is heavy!
Though the wait is long,
And it passes away quick!
With tortoise pace it comes,
But gallops away!
Remember...
When the darkness is at its peak ,
Sunshine is nearby!
The SALARY DAY is soon to come!!
Cheers!!!

Rebel in true sense

Be the rebel without a pause,
Who will fight for a cause!
You don’t have to follow,
The same path of Hollow!
When you sense it wrong,
Be against it standing strong!
The beautiful butterfly struggles out
From its cocoon; it’s not a simple bout!
Be the change, be the example;
This is all about living Life ample!!
Be the rebel without a pause,
Who will fight for a cause

Freaking Tired

There is always a bad phase in every body's life.
Even we have been seeing Akshay Kumar doing a series of flop movies. The story line has been week in most of the cases. Lisa Ray went through a bad hair days and blotted look days.
But people are still all praises for these individuals. But why in my case, when I could not crack any interviews, why I have been stereo type as the loser.!!

Mom, give me a break and stop comparing me for chirst sake with the neighbour kids!! Let me breathe!!

Tweets

Life is more than 140 characters..that's y we have blogs!!

this is frustrating

I have been sitting with the programming books around me for days and i hate it to the core . There should be definitely I am good at something. I am not into this S?W engineer things. this is not my identity and i must have def something better than this. There got to be something in which i can do with full free heart and with great contentment in doing that thing. I have tried on music but it's not so my area. I feel alienated, it 's def not dance. It's not culinary arts, it's not to do with paintings and brushes! Jesus, what could be that thing i could die for. Give myself 100% commitment. what could be that? this is killing me and I am hating these moments all the more. I hate doing 9-5 jobs. I like animals. Has it to do with animals,photography? what has it to be. Jesus!! save me from this restlessness!!!

To Sung Bong Choi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0n0vSAqdL0&feature=related


<<i don't own this video>>

With Love ,To Korea

The korean series watched so far by me:

1. Full house
2. Autumn in my heart
3. You are beautiful
4. Boys over flowers
5. Marry me Mary

List of movies:

1. Classic(favorite romantic movie)
2. My sassy girl(fav rom com)
3. The way home (very sweet one)
4. Project makeover
5. Lost and found
6. Wedding Dress
7. My girl and I
8. A millionaire 's first love
9. Please teach me English
10. My tutor Friend 1
11. Do re mi fa so lo do
12. Mr Housewife
13. Innocent snow
14. Innocent Steps
15. Little bride
16. Temptation of the wolf
17. He was cool
18. 100 days with Mr Arrogant
19. Seducing Mr Perfect
20. Changing Partners
21. 200 pound beauty
22. Beautiful
23. Wind struck
24. Unstoppable Marriage
25. Love me not
26. Moments to remember
27. Speedy Scandal
28. Too beautiful to lie
29. Two faces of my girlfriend
30. My wife is a gangster
31. My boyfriend is type B
32. Love so divine
33. Old Miss Diary
34. Sunflower
35. Now and forever
36. Oh! Happy Day
37. Baby and me
38. My tutor friend 2
39. The naughty granddaughter in law
40. 3 iron Part
41. The beast and the beauty

Perfect two!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyYsW5v9Quk&feature=related

<<I don't own this video>>

Hurts me a lot

Wound heals, do scars heal?
Your love has left a deep scar on me!
And it hurts me a lot.

Dreams shatters,do pain shatter?
You shatter my dreams!
And it hurts me a lot.

People moves on, do death move on?
You kill me the day you left me.
And it hurts me a lot.

The world is crowded,yet why I feel so lonely?
This loneliness is my company.
And it hurts me a lot.

The pain endures,
And now I am drown in my own tears ;
Why can i just let it go?
Coz it hurts me a lot!

Fool in love

DECLARATION: random thoughts..not related with my life

Nobody can replace you in my heart! You have been my first and only love. My day starts off praying that you will be fine today and ends with a prayer for you again . The dreams are all about us. The walks we shared, the holding hands and the peck of kiss ! Love you.

Even though you have left me for another girl and with million unanswered questions of mine, I do hope somewhere in the corner of your heart, I will be clinging on to you.Sometimes, I tired myself questioning where have I gone wrong that you have betrayed me. Was she prettier, richer and make you happier? Introspection is never ending, but I do hope when we ever come across in life, please don't turn away.

No matter how much the sunlight will blind me, I will look for you;
No matter how much the smoke will tear my eyes, I will gaze at you.
No matter how much foggy will it be, I will find you.
Though I have no rights now to lean against your shoulders,
I can lean on these moments when I am alone;
Though I could not hold those hands in mine,
I will hold tight the memories.
Though I appear happy to the world,
I know what pain I am carrying in my heart.
I know I have lost a part of me.
I can't blame you.
I am fool in love!

Why does it hurt so much??

I have loved this man so much that for days and even now, i could not cease to think about him.Quite a surreal, but I do pray that I get him back again. I wish he will love me again. It's hard, when all your efforts go waste and nothing seems possible.But it's never wrong to keep hoping. Some said that hope is for the weak.Maybe I am weak. But I need this hope to make me survive. The madness at it's height..i googled his name hoping to see his pictures online. I am successful though, I hope he comes to know how much I love him.

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
Like something I couldn’t see
I shouldn’t look at you at all

I should have run away
I should have acted like I didn’t hear it
Like something I couldn’t hear
I shouldn’t have listened to love at all

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away

What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Coming without any words
Why does it hurt so much?

Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it’s the same as before

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own

Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me

I zone out
I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, fire will find me
Without a word, the end comes to me

I think my heart was surprise to send you away without any preparations
It came without a word
Without a word, it comes and leavesLike the fever before, maybe all I need to do is hurt for a while

I love you!

Please mend my heart!!

Moments of Malem (MOM)

On a week long off

I definitely need to rewind and get recoiled doing nothing!!ahhh! bliss. Slipped into my new night dress and sleep for hours, not bothering how the world is running around for daily bread.yawns! still so sleepy!!m off to sleep again.

Hate !

I hate the way you smile
I hate the way you look at me
I hate those cute eyes
I hate the way you walk
I hate the way you hold my hands
I hate thinking of You
I hate missing you
I hate crying for you
I hate the pain I hide
I hate those sleepless nights
I hate those moments I could not reach out to You
But the truth is I still love you so much!!

Of Brigade Roads and Hawaichar chagem pomba!!

Back again here in Hyd.Safely but sadly. my stay in Banglore happens to be Great!!
The three years drought of having not tasted hawai char chagempombe ended with Jianni cooking a simply superb one.
Did good shopping , loitered around Brigade road and spent fun hours with Priya.
Annie, Bijiya and Sandhya added happiness to my stay!!
Special thanks to Jianni for showing me Jang Guen Suk serials!!
Saranghe Oppa and Khamsamida to all u girls u made my weekend a memorable one!!

Cleaning my Boudoir!!

Aaah!! comes weekend and back to a maid's job!! Cleaned My dressing table (boudoir) and what a relief to throw away unused creams lying in the corner for months! Wish we can clean up our memories, throw away all the sad ones and keep behind only the happy ones!!

My precious!!

Source: Jang Guen Suk 's Marry me mary

(^.^)

Shy pervading while whispering in your ear

Our story is covered by mystery

Feels happy when we Looked at each other,

Oh look how pretty foolish it is.

While we Gently walking at the alley

the gap like a sip of illuminated by sunlight coming through

I could not even know what it is

You instill in my little dream

My Precious(My Precious)

My Precious(My Precious)

It Was like going to memories

a warm feeling

i dont want to Disappear without a trace

My Precious (My Precious)

My Precious (My Precious)

Cherish even a small step forward

This excitement

that we will cherish as

Glorious in the wind passing over the collar

Your eyes, our hands together

The days of just pure sales work

Handed over while my heart comes

I was desperate and lost hope of an exceptionally

Broken sentences are still reminiscence turns

Were likely to be left alone

Did you hold on tight to my hands

My Precious (My Precious)

My Precious (My Precious)

Seemed my heart keeps beating

Silence gave your hand to me

My Precious (My Precious)

My Precious (My Precious)

If only you can passed by what ever it is

Can make it just like

This excitement

My Precious (My Precious)

Warmer than the sun

My Precious (My Precious)

More than any brilliant gem

Seemed my heart keeps beating

Silence gave your hand to me

My Precious (My Precious)

Which is cleaner than the sky

My Precious (My Precious)

More transparent, than some glass

If only you can passed by what ever it is

Can make it just like

This excitement

My Precious ..